the final stretch

Well, I have finally gotten a chance to catch my breath and write this blog. The only time I get to rest is at work. Ironic, don't you think?

So, things have been busy. It is all the small details such as programs, table arrangements, favors, and such. I have been running around like a chicken without its head and it is might ugly scene. Of course, alot of the anxiety is created by myself. I could make things easier for myself but I don't. Such as the programs. I could have completed them last month but I didn't. I could have choosen a more simpler cover design but I didn't. So, alot of my own anxiety is self-induced. I have no one to blame but myself.

There are still other things to do which I haven't touched upon. Such as packing my stuff to move into our apartment. I am thinking maybe I should pack after the wedding because then it would be less hectic. Yet, I think it might be me procastinating on leaving my families' house. It is such a great house and I will miss it dearly. I will miss my family dearly.

Soon, there will be a dozen people staying at my house. 5 of them will be flying in from the Philipppines. It is nice to know that the last night I will sleep in my house as a single woman I will have lots of family surrounding me. It is a pleasant thought.

Well, thanks to my family, I have been able to make it so far without admitting myself into the hospital. My cousin Ayee who came in a month ago has been very helpful and understanding and patient and incredible. There are more great words to describe her but I think you get the picture. She has been such a help getting things together, designing things, organizing and doing prep work. I have to thank her immensely. I really don't know what I would do without her here. Also, my cousin My is also lending a hand or two in finishing the programs. My dad is helping out with favors. My friend Terry also helped out in making table numbers. You really find out how many hands it takes to make a wedding. And I appreciate all these hands.

I am not sure if this will be my last blog. I might find some small increment of time to update you on the wedding. If I am lucky. If not, I will see you all at the wedding.